If you LOVE something

If you love something
let It be free
to decide
whether to come
or to go

If It comes to you
It loves you too
Accept it, with an open heart

If It goes away
It does not want to hurt you
Accept it too
but not with a broken heart

I hate myself

I thought i let go already
but actually
I just don't think of it for a moment

Seems like I can't let go forever
Why am I think like that
Why I can't change my mind
Why I can't control myself

I hate the word let go
It always appear in my mind yet i can't do it
I hate it!

I'm too late

I'm too late
to realise it

You're always by my side
but i didn't appreciate it

You won't stop me from doing anything
you give me the freedom
still i didn't appreciate it

You care for me
but i didn't realise

In these years
I thought myself hate u
but actually
I love you very much...

Alone

I saw you walking alone
I feel pity on you
I hope that you are not alone

Maybe
I should accompany you

But
Some feelings stopped me

Will it continue like this?
Or there may be some changes one day...

无言

如果不说
就肯定一辈子都是朋友
但是如果说了
随时连朋友也做不成

Time

Time pass so fast
3rd week is going to end soon
i don't know why
i start to love this semester

No more stress like before
is that me?
i can't believe that!

Looking forward for our class trip
it's great

Maybe because of the responsibilities on me
i can't fully enjoy my day
but i can say that
i enjoy my life here

A big thanks to my coursemates and friends, i love u all very much..

Rainy day...

Somehow, i like rainy day
it makes me feel calm

rainy day equal to sad day?
i don't think so

enjoy hearing the rain drops
fall on the roof

although sometimes it brings inconvenience
but i like it

When I...

When i wait for the word
u didn't say it

When i didn't wait for it anymore
u say it

what should i respond?

Stress

I have gone through a week
with much stress
that
i can't believe it

i need to manage it
but i'm still finding the right way

stress make me mad
stress make me cry
stress make me feel that life is so
-meaningless-

Forced

when you are forced to do something you don't like
it feel bad
it is torturing
and yet it wont bring satisfactions

so why not try to like it?
yes, i should like it
slowly...

Letting go...

Letting go is one of the hardest lessons in life.

In life, there's many things that we have to learn to let go. We have to let go of situations, things, memories, people and even ourselves.

It's easy to form an attachment to people and things. When you've formed an attachment to people and things, it can be a very painful experience and feeling when you realized that it's time to let go. Even the mere thought of not having that person or thing in your life just squeezes your heart in pain.

However, there are times where you or that person has changed to the extent that it's necessary to let go of the relationship or friendship, so that each of you can fulfill your life path.

Letting go of your past and memories are also extremely hard. Even though old memories can be tormenting, yet you might hold on to the past and refuse to move forward. However, by refusing to let go of the painful past, it'll serve as a roadblock to love.

Letting go of your old self and the process of letting the new you emerge can be one of the scariest experiences in your life. But by leaving behind your old self and taking a leap of faith into the unknown, it might just reveal what you are truly capable of becoming.

Friends?

There are many types of friends
Some dare not to hurt u,
coz he/she scared u don't want to be friend with him/her anymore.

Some will just say what he/she feel,
didn't think twice when say something to u,
but sometimes their words hurt.

which kind of friend do u prefer?

上了大学才知道……

两个天天在一起的人不一定是朋友，有可能什么都不是。
从来不要和别人争论什么，因为那是没有结果的，无论谁对谁错。
手机是有事的时候用的，并不是为了交流感情。
真心对一个人好不一定有回报，而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的。
很多东西是可遇而不可求的，很多东西你只能拥有一次。
原来中学老师教的是那么好，那么负责任。
生活是有很多不公平的，你一定要正视，相信实力和群众的眼睛。
人的性格可以差异到如此之大。
课程会在你不经意间，拉下很多，期末考试前不一定能补回来。
钱用的是那么快，用钱的地方是那么多。
从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人，放弃你留不住的人，不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。
自己一定在乎自己的自尊，因为你的自尊在别人眼里根本不算什么。
会遇到许多自己看不惯的人或事，但那与你无关，别人爱咋整随他便，别生不该生的气，不值。
太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己。
可以不把所有人当朋友，但千万不能把一个人当敌人，至少可以当同学。
玩你能玩的起的，玩不起的千万别玩，不然会输的什么都没有的。
快乐常常来自回忆，而痛苦常常来自于回忆与现实的差距。
每个人都是带有“地方特色”的。
每个人都是认为自己的家乡最好，无论他的家乡贫穷或富裕。

Escape

Today, my mum told me something
which i can't accept it
i knew it since years ago
i thought myself already accept it
but
actually
i CAN'T
when i think of it
tears are running in my eyes
i hope that it was not true
i know
i will know it one day
now
i need time to accept it
please give me some time

what happened to u, my dear friend?

i'm proud to have u as my best friend
thanks for your sharing
although i can't really read your mind
friend, i hope that you will be happy
no matter what happened
i will always be there for u
good luck to u~

Think...

When something out of our expectations happened, we will shock? happy? sad? cry? laugh? n bla bla bla...no matter we like it or not, it was already happened.

The problem is can we accept it with a smile? Or...Oh my God! why? why like this..why like that? If i...if i know...what? Regret? There is no 'if' in this realistic world...

How we think? positie? negative? i'm a negative thinker. i want to change. i tried but i failed. hah. lousy me. Is it think positively will make me a happier person? i dont know. since i failed to think..positive.hah. why is it so hard to change our thinking. the way we think. is it really bad to be a negative thinker?

I'm back!

I visited someone's blog today..know him more than one year but we dont even talk more than 10 words i think. haha..(sure u will laugh at me when u see this. haha.)

It was a long way since i start blogging. But i seldom blog. It depends on my mood. Sometimes i am too lazy to update it. haha..I finished my foundation in teaching. It was fast and great. Gone through many things, many incidents that i havnt met before..so who am i now? haha..

Next sem will be a tough one. I think so. BIG..SPE..are lining up behind me. No matter i like it or not, i have to go through it. Will be back to campus next week..happy or sad? haha..both..

我错了吗？

一直以来，我都以为只要做回自己，自己快乐，朋友也快乐。身边的朋友不必隐瞒什么，只要真心对待就好。

可是现在我才发现，做回自己有时候反而会给人家觉得太直接，无形中伤害了他人，自己都不知道。我错了吗？

what else can i say?

I am speechless. Feeling disappointed.

regret...

I hate the feeling of regret..I shouldn't have make the wrong decision..What else can I say? It is already too late..

Should I tell her honestly? I am an irresponsible person?

I don't have the mood to attend. I am not happy with it...and..I hate it..

What should I do? Accept? Reject? Find Excuses?

The day is coming soon..very very soon! I have to decide!