Quiet night...

i can't sleep...

listening to the music...

i kept on thinking...

actually...what I want?

i can't get what I want...

that wasn't real...

everytime...my eyes full with tears...

rolling down my cheeks...

when i want to let go...

it just come...

out of my control...

i don't know how to decide...

i don't want to bluff myself...

but actually i m bluffing myself...

everyday...

i know..

nobody can help me...

only me..

can help myself...

i want to tell u the truth...

but...

my heart don't want me to do so...

so...

i keep it quietly...

forever?

who knows u know it one day...

but i don't know when is it...

maybe years later?

or...

u won't have chance to know it forever?