Escape

Today, my mum told me something
which i can't accept it
i knew it since years ago
i thought myself already accept it
but
actually
i CAN'T
when i think of it
tears are running in my eyes
i hope that it was not true
i know
i will know it one day
now
i need time to accept it
please give me some time

what happened to u, my dear friend?

i'm proud to have u as my best friend
thanks for your sharing
although i can't really read your mind
friend, i hope that you will be happy
no matter what happened
i will always be there for u
good luck to u~

Think...

When something out of our expectations happened, we will shock? happy? sad? cry? laugh? n bla bla bla...no matter we like it or not, it was already happened.

The problem is can we accept it with a smile? Or...Oh my God! why? why like this..why like that? If i...if i know...what? Regret? There is no 'if' in this realistic world...

How we think? positie? negative? i'm a negative thinker. i want to change. i tried but i failed. hah. lousy me. Is it think positively will make me a happier person? i dont know. since i failed to think..positive.hah. why is it so hard to change our thinking. the way we think. is it really bad to be a negative thinker?