暧昧...委屈...哭泣...

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还得不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多 是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

DeLiciOuS....

INGREDIENTS

* 1 cup confectioners' sugar
* 3 cups all-purpose flour
* 1 cup butter
* 1 egg, beaten
* 1 dash vanilla extract
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* 2/3 cup white sugar
* 1 1/2 cups water
* 9 eggs, beaten
* 1 dash vanilla extract
* 1 cup canned evaporated milk

DIRECTIONS

1. In a medium bowl, mix together the confectioners' sugar and flour. Mix in butter with a fork until it is in small crumbs. Stir in the egg and vanilla until the mixture forms a dough. The texture should be slightly moist. Add more butter if it is too dry, or more flour, if the dough seems greasy. Shape dough into 1 1/2 inch balls, and press the balls into tart molds so that it covers the bottom, and goes up higher than the sides. Use 2 fingers to shape the edge into an A shape.
2. Preheat the oven to 450 degrees F (230 degrees C). Combine the white sugar and water in a medium saucepan, and bring to a boil. Cook until the sugar is dissolved, remove from heat and cool to room temperature. Strain the eggs through a sieve, and whisk into the sugar mixture. Stir in the evaporated milk and vanilla. Strain the filling through a sieve, and fill the tart shells.
3. Bake for 15 to 20 minutes in the preheated oven, until golden brown, and the filling is puffed up a little bit.

the BIGGEST problem

I m now wondering what course i wana take after spm..

1) i like the most-design (but i scared i cant find a job aft i graduate...n compare to the other ppl..i scared my design is bad..i wana b a famous designer..but i know is hard in m'sia...n that time when i graduate..ppl who study medic...engeenier ad hav a job...but i m still din success...= i hav no confident..)

2) mass com (the reason is same as (1))

3) medic/pharmacy(of course i want 2 b a famous doctor..but i dun reli like it coz is hard....hav to memorise a lot...doctor is also my parents' choice)

4) teacher (of course i also i wana b a famous teacher like mr. goh...a math tam teacher...i scared i cant do it..but most of my friends(not u all who read my posts of course)...when i said i wana b a teacher...they will say:"teacher ar...okla"..they let me feel like teacher is a low standrad ppl...)

can anyone here tell me what to do?