Hmm...

就在刚才……我受到了他（已和我相处了两年的朋友）的信息……他告诉我……他得matrikulasi了……明天就要去了……我当时的心情就是非常非常得难受……我的心好痛……好像失去某种东西的感觉……很无助……

我想了整个下午……心情很差……我为了不让父母知道我的心情……就一个人躲在房间里……借口是看故事书……就在那个时候……我想了好多好多东西……哭也哭过了……我也已接受了这个现实……“人总是要接受现实的……虽然很痛……但一下子就会过去了……”这句是我从一部电视剧的对白学到的……觉得他讲得也有道理……一直都记在心里……

也在这个时候……我发现我一直都依赖着他……想了整个下午……我也相通了……我也很清楚我下一步要怎么走下去……

Orientation Day...

Orientation Day – great!

I reached school at about 7am…I looked around…none of them wearing t-shirt(means they are not form 6 students)…I seemed like an ‘alien’ walking around the school seeking for another ‘alien’..haha…only at about 7.15am I saw another ‘alien’…huhh…am I too early?

After that was ice breaking. At first, there were only 6 people(including me) in my group…kesian…then 3 people come and join my group…group’s name is ‘wu xian’(unlimited)…yen yen and xiang wei same group with me…

There was a game that we have to search something (symbol, drawing or words) that can be found in our school compound…only that I know that there are many things that I dunno or didn’t even realize although I study in this school for 5 years!! Aiks..aiks…

Then was station game where we need cooperation…one of the game that remain ‘geli’ in my mind is we have to eat something look and taste geli (mixture of banana, milo and water)..imagine that…we have to use the straw to suck the ‘things’…actually the taste is not that bad…but the colour is sooo geli…yuck…

What a great experience!!

Second day in school...

I am in L6S2…

There is only 26 students in my class…yeah…I like this…I hope the school won’t combine L6S1 n S2…

My class teacher is…is…is…Mr. …..(5A1’06 class teacher!!) omg!!

Mr. Teoh : Your class teacher is Mr….

L6S2 students : Harrrrrrrrrrr…..!!

Let me introduce to u my classmates…

Emm…shy chyi, khuan ning, lip pang, kok jie, jane ying, xin tian, nicholas, bai qin, cheng you, boon khai, hooi ann, cindy, wan li, sue lyn, kar suan, kooi shen, kang ding, wei yuan, shi mei…the rest…I m not very sure, some of then are from other schools…

Tomorrow is orientation day!! Yeah!!

Tagged again...=)

When I saw the word ‘tagged’ in lene’s blog…then I know…I wanna cekek lene…nyeknyeknyek…

*Actually I wanna post this earlier..but…when I type till the word ‘purse’…suddenly...
'toc'…black out…so sui…haiz…

5 things found in my bag
- purse
- handphone
- tissue
- comb
- medicine(like panadol…)

5 things found in your wallet
- money
- identity card
- driving license
- cards (like popular n union card, optical centre + some business cards…)
- photos (mine + my family)

5 favourite things in your room
- my collection (like stamps…)
- my bed
- my letters
- souvenirs
- gifts from my friends

5 things you’ve always wanted to do
- successfully bake a fruit cake
- get a complete set of baking stuff
- get a complete set of sushi making stuff
- buy a laptop
- change my handphone

5 things you’re currently into
- start my new life in form 6
- card making
- going mad with my looong hair
- my busy life – tuition…
- make new friends(from other schools)

5 person that you tagged
- nobody la...

lene...i m waiting...

My brand new life...

My new life had just started…

I wake up at 6am in the morning…the first thing…bath! Then bla bla…including tie my hair (hehe..susahnye..the first time I tie my hair b4 going to school mer..=.=) I thought I can done everything in 30 minutes…but…aiya…the time is already 6.30am n I still haven’t come my hair, wear my shoes, tie n …I have to go out early because my dad is the driver…if not… dad might be late to school (kesian…=.=)…I panicked…no choice liao ar…take my rubber band, ribbon as well as comb(most important…) n also my shoes…reach school…my first destination - school toilet!! Haha…

At about 7am…done!! Go to the front of my school hall…to see whether chyi was already there…saw xinyi n zi yang(chua)…about 5 minutes later…saw chyi with her untied hair…

‘ping! Give me the rubber band!! No time liao…quick…go to the toilet(toilet again…=.=)!’

7.30am…we all gathered in school hall…there are students from keat hwa II and Sharifah Roziah…I choose biology class…I will die if continue study physic…hehe…

Really loooong briefing….damn boring…but quite useful…hehe…

Thats all…

U all(my x classmate) wanna know who I saw today?

*wan yen, woan chin, wan teng, xiang wei, shu jou, khuan ning, chu siang, kok jie, ching ying, xiao wei, jia xin, wan li, jane ying, elisabeth, xinyi, zhi sheng, lip pang, ying ying, xin tian, hooi ann, hooi ling, jin xuan, zi hong…I think is enough ady la hor…=)

To be continue…

i m a fortune teller..haha...

农历二十三日生
此日生人，心境常换，作事不定，多变多变，易与争斗勤励事业，矫正缺点，衣禄有馀，中年平平未运福到，荣华富贵，平安之命

28日出生的我。。
韧性很强，拥有战胜困难的力量。这天出生的女性，常给人一种妖艳的印象。

你富有幻想力，好玩，喜欢寻求刺激，表达能力很强。你魅力过人，身边不会缺少朋友和裙下之臣，有时会因兴奋过度而态度嚣张，喜好得失通常在朋友间都会以玩笑的态度打圆场。你妒忌心颇重，但通常是在男友的故意挑剔下表现出来，你喜欢运动型和富有艺术感的男性。

最匹配的星座：白羊座，狮子座，射手座

最佳男伴生日：3，12，21，30。

Tagged...

Actually…been tagged is fun…at least…I have something to post…hehe…

1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
-- Red + white… is my pyjamas la..

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
-- Today’s incident…actually I wanna go shopping…but I din go…mixed feeling…

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
-- Really dumb question…I m now sitting on a chair n typing..=)

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
-- Yes…

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
-- Yes…I fight with my dog…he is so naughty today…maybe praise him too much last night…

6. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
-- Only if no other channel that attract me…or maybe when my mood is good…

7. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
-- Zhi sheng…private conversation…haha..

8. Honestly, are you jealous of somebody right now?
-- No…

9. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
-- When my cat meowing non stop…he is full actually…just manja…

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
-- Yes…do u saw me biting my nails in front of u? coz I will only bites my nails when I m watching tv…

11. Honestly, do you use anyone?
-- No…

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
-- No…I feel a little bit sleepy…

13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t like?
-- Yes…I think lene and nard know who is that…

14. Honestly, do you love anyone?
-- Mum…dad...two younger sisters…my dog…my cat…my hamsters…my fish…

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
-- Dunno wor…

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you’re mad?
Step 1: Yell! Arghhhhhh!!!

Step 2: Slap the table…or something ‘slapable’..

Step 3: Scream to the person who made me mad...OR…search for the thingS that the person like n hide it/them…I will take it/them out when my mood is ok…hehe…

2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?
-- Throw the thingS that the person like into the dustbin…

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
-- My younger sisters…

4. Do you swear when you are mad ?
-- I swear he/she vanished in my life…

5. When was the last time you really cried?
-- Last year…

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
-- Yes…

7. What usually makes you cry?
-- Death & frustration...

8. Are you normally a happy person?
-- 80% happy…20% sad…

9. Does being with your friends make you happy?
-- Yes…but I always need some alone time too...

10. Have anyone to be tagged after you’ve been?
-- Mr. Chong Wei Hern…

Oh no! is that true?

For your whole life, you may lead a wandering life. Things of value and family property obtained only in a dream. It would be better for you to be adopted by a relative or be brought up by another family. There will be several occasions that you might migrate from one place to another. It seems that you did not do more good deeds in your past lives to create good karma or good wealth luck Why do you encounter so much hardships and untold sufferings?

HatE...

Something happened last night…[ don’t think bukan-bukan ya…=) ]

I chat with somebody ‘X’ through MSN…and…X told me to change my photo…the reason is…got someone X hate very much in that particular photo…so…I changed…but…

So…now what I wanna say is…that is my profile..I like to put what photo is my business…not yours! What is the matter with the photo? You hate someone in that particular photo?! So what? He/she is my friend! Why can’t I put that photo? You hate somebody doesn’t mean that I hate he/she too! You tell me you don’t wanna think of the past…nevermind…but don’t involve me! You want or don’t want to think is your business, not mine! I have my freedom to put whatever I want!

Actually, if we hate someone…we will never forget he/she ‘A’ because we still hate A. A will always in your mind…you tell yourself to forget A…but I don’t think you can do it(if you still hate A)…you will feel uneasy when anyone talk about A…if you still hate A…A will in your mind for the rest of your life…because you know you hate A! right? So, don’t take it too hard…you will never forget A if the word ‘hate’ is still in your heart…the more you hate, the more you suffer…and maybe your doings will caused your friend(like me) feel uncomfortable…

*what do u think?
*sorry if I hurt somebody here…this is how I feel…because…I also have someone I hate...

The ReaLiTy...

双鱼座的我…有事也烦…没事也烦...真是难以了解…hor?

我现在烦的呢…也就是搞不懂我应该选理科还是文科…有人说…文科的工作机会比较多..因为文科包括商科…在这个社会里…即使是你要当医生(也就是选择理科)…也和商科有关…不是吗?

但…如果我真的要读文科…而我在中四和中五都是读理科的…突然转去文科…会不会太冒险了呢?我也已问过我爸…他说…既然你目前读着理科…为何要换呢?他还社会东西很难讲的…有时需要好多就读文科的学生…有时候又时机转变…需要就读理科的学生…这也要靠你的运气咯!

我想了又想…难道真的要靠运气吗?难道不能靠我的实力吗?但是假如我再好…也会有人比我更好…就如强中自有强中手…到底怎么样的学生才真正达到社会的要求呢?

又有人说…你有兴趣什么科…就读什么科啦…几乎90%的朋友都这么说…但…兴趣也是有限的...怎么说呢?就好像我对设计有兴趣…但…我又能力读吗?设计这一科的学费…远远的超越了其他的科系…我负担得起吗?而且你觉得政府学院会推荐你就读有关设计的科目吗?对我而言…兴趣不是一切的…不是吗?